Sunday, June 19, 2005

-to You i sing..-

heh. had cell group last night and it was awesome.. presence of God's really strong.. and i believe that's because of all us were so hungry for the presence.. during worship ytd.. i saw a vision.. and with it came a very powerful statement.. one that helps me change my mindset.. and really shift my focus to what is more important..

anyways.. i closed my eyes.. and i saw myself running on a track.. u know the kind that u see in stadiums? except that this is straight.. like no curves or anything just one whole stretch of road to run on.. i was running.. running when i saw my frens standing at the side.. pointing.. laughing.. hmm.. they r no ordinary friends but they are the ones whom laughed and insulted me before.. say stuff like go church for what? why u so on de? hmm.. i stopped and look at them.. just then i heard a voice saying go on.. dun stop.. keep on running.. i did what i was told though it seems like the most stupid thing to do.. but i obeyed.. and as i continue running.. i saw this huge crowd at the end of the stretch.. full of blur faces.. but i kept on running.. and just sense the Lord saying that.. look, sandy.so many times, you had focused on the wrong things.. you choose to focus on the your past failures.. on the negative stuff of life and thus missed out what is good for you.. BUT (thank God for buts), in God, there's always a re beginning.. and im giving u a chance again.. dun look back at what had happened.. look forward to what has not happen.. go.. reach out to those at the end.. they are the ones whom u should focus on.. and i will be with you through all this.. even to the ends of the age..

im amazed at the way God amazes me.. i guess all it takes is just a willing heart.. one that is willing to go all the way for Him.. i love Him.. and love is benefiting others in the expense of self.. yes, there are times when i really wanta give up.. but no one told me that the walk with is like a bed of roses.. NO ! in fact.. itz throught the trials and testings that God mould my character.. i may not be the best person to do God' will.. but itz written in the bible.. that God's eyes are looking to and for looking for a boy or a girl.. and man or woman that has a WILLING heart.. God is not looking for someone who's talented.. or someone who's popular.. pretty.. handsome.. wadeva. no.. He's just looking for that someone who says here i m, God.. use me.. i may not be the most talented person, but im willing.. i may not know as many things as others do.. but im willing to learn.. im willing to try.. im even willing to lay down my life for You.. itz as simple as that. and hear me and hear me well.. god.. use ME. sandy wong. i offer my life as a living sacrifice.. i place it at Your feet.. use me if u want. im willing

i love You Lord.. most assurdly, i do.


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 21:54|

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