Thursday, March 16, 2006
-i died to myself-
i never knew a phone call would change my life
im moving on, im stepping out
i was just worshipping God just now.
just strumming the guitar and singing softly, when the pick that i was using, dropped onto the floor
i broke down there and then
i was weeping and crying my eyes out when a verse came into my mind
"all things work together for His good"
i dont know how am i going to do it.
i dont know what the outcome will be
but im going to step out in faith and do everything to my best
a period of leaning more on His strength
listening to His heartbeat
and finetuning mine to be like His
sometimes, i wondered if God had chosen the wrong person.
so small, so inadequate..
i dont know a lot of stuff
im still in the process of learning
i do silly things at times, yet He picked me out the rest.
straighten up little soldier, chin up my daughter
its tough but if God thinks im able to handle it, then i will.
people are only interested with the outcome, the end result
but God looks at the heart.
i know He sees the effort, tears, prayers that ive put in.
im doing it for all His sake
im giving up my pride
im laying down my life
i surrender
all to You.
| s a n d y wrote this down @ 01:02|
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