Thursday, March 09, 2006

-its not you. its me-

anyways. im feeling rather weird
i know its just me

but


you know. it would be great if we can return to the past
i know its impossible
oh well

im enjoying myself
yes i am.
okays. im trying to =(


anyways. im feeeeeling wayyyyyy better. so here's the poem



the intensifying feeling of fear
my heart's pounding so fast, can You hear?
i made a decision to step out in faith
keeping in mind there are hundreds to save

im all alone in this maze of life
no one can phantom what's behind those eyes
till His hands reached out, and touched the heart that's broken
i wanted to bring love, like a walking slogan

i tried my best, but still i fall
with a contrite spirit, His name i call
"dont leave me, Father", dont ever let me go
i cried out in pain, in weaknesses and cold

and as i pray, i saw a vision
of me serving Him, with love and passion
how i responded to His call
sacrificed and gave Him my all

there is He standing
am i dreaming or what ?
and the angels are cheering
though i dragged His name through mud

i love You, Father
more than anything in this world
i love you, my daughter
of this I am very sure


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 00:48|

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