Thursday, June 08, 2006

-bye bye lala land.-

i ought to go see a doctor soon.
or start sth like " project slumber "
i cant sleep. RAR.
for the past two weeks, i will lie on my bed at about 1 or 2am
and will only start to sleep at 5am.
and wake up the next morning at 7 for school

this is bad. real bad.
im falling sick.
i cannot exactly describe how i feel
but its not a nice feeling
laughs.





well, the good thing is
the devil's taking me for real
he's attacking me instead of my aunt now
she's recovering =))


more to add to my list of EVEN IFs
even if gastric pain strikes me everyday
even if i suffer from headaches everyday
even if everything that happened to Job come upon me


i will still love God


i miss those days where i can shout YABERDABERDOO
or
NANI NANI POO POO








| s a n d y wrote this down @ 01:13|

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