Tuesday, June 06, 2006

-E M E R G E D-

EMERGE from 1st to 4th june.
the third one ive attended so far. and still counting..

it feels weird not waking up at 6am to go queue
or running around expo doing stuff for bro edmund
or cheering and shouting like crazy

had a talk with sister py. she said sth that encouraged me lots.
"your job as a shepherd is to lead, grow, take care and feed the sheeps, you cannot produce them because only sheep produces sheep. what you can do is to feed them with the word of God and convict them to bring in their friends" and she gave me a real big hug after that.

i totally adore her. my leader for 5 years. she changed me from inside out. she seen my bad, my ugly. the rebellious girl who scolded her, screamed at her to where i am today, a PCGL. thanks for not giving up on me. thanks for believing in me. the smile on her face when she saw me attending leaders meeting. =)) loves.


was reading shing's blog. i wanta make a list of EVEN IFs too ! haha
even if billy's ears spoil again
even if peter panda (my laptop) refuses to connect to the internet
even if im forced to eat bak kut teh which i absolutely detest
even if i fail my exams
even if i can never learn how to play the guitar well
even if im still stuck at OM
even if one day, bro ed takes me out of leaders meeting
even if i cannot think of anymore even ifs

i will still love God.









exams, church, friends, family, sicknesses.
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.


adoration; my king. =))


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 23:20|

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