Monday, July 17, 2006
-being alone.-
i think i like being alone.
you know. like alone yet not feel lonely.
i love going home alone after school or an event
not that im a introvert or whatsoever
i just like it.
sitting by myself, plugging in to my ipod
looking out of the window
thinking about the things that happened and all
weird uh ?
but sometimes, spirit of loneliness will come upon me
remember what i said about being in the midst of a million people
yet feel so lonely at the same time ?
i guess yesterday was one of the days like that.
where everything seems so wrong
missed the bus
injured my leg
no twix
lost my voice
the lie
and it sort of accumulated
and i broke.
and come to think of it.
i did enjoy my walk home last night.
thought about a lot of stuff and it was great
a chance for me to let down my brave front
and just be broken before Him
whom have i heaven but you
there is nothing on earth i desire besides You
my heart and my strength
many times they fail
but there is one truth
that always will prevail
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever
forever
you know. you can be so alone yet not so alone? no?
haha. still the same old line
the three legged racethink it's gonna stay in my head for a long long time...
| s a n d y wrote this down @ 15:16|
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