fighting for the king's heart.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

-STOP all these.-

Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever, Author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

Shine your light
And let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory of the risen King, Jesus

a song that really speaks to me.
i gave up my world, my everything to follow Him
and hey, once in awhile, i do fall
and i guess it's one of those times now
like im standing at the edge of this cliff, ready to fall at any moment.

the worse thing is i dont exactly know what's going on
i dont really understand why am i feeling like this.
but as i sat here listening to a sacrifice of praise by pastor kong,
tears stream down my face.

"sure, it's easy to praise God when you get straight As for exams. sure, it's easy to praise God when you are voted the most valuable student in class. BUT, God is not interested in those times when it is easy to praise Him. He is after your praise that comes with a great trial, when you are going through the worst time in your relationship."

Psalm 34 : 18
"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart,
and saves such as have a contrite spirit."

im so sick and tired of myself being on a emotional rollercoaster.
i hate this. i know this is not PMS. this is not just the normal bad-hair day thing.
STOP IT.

i will bless the Lord at ALL times.
His praise shall continually be in my mouth.

| s a n d y wrote this down @ 01:49|

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