Monday, October 27, 2008
-changes.-
wow. time really flies..
it's nearing the end of October and Nov definitely spells a month full of exciting events and major changes for myself !
Of course, i can foresee myself doing more and taking one step closer to my dream (:
this is gonna be a long entry, so beware !
okay. friday was officially my last day of CG in E99
the boys plus see wan and yvonne were really sweet to compose a song, sang it and presented a HUGE card and flowers to me.
i must say, it was a bittersweet feeling for me
having to leave my two most precious boys behind
yes, yao zong and ken, my two little BS boys
and the St Hilda's guys who never failed to suan me about my height but nonetheless brought much much joy to my life
and of course, Mr Sue who fight many battles with me (like literally) but really someone i know who loves the people a lot a lot
when Glad and Wilson shared their speech, all i was trying to do was not to let the tears fall
you know, they shared about how i brought joy to their life, how i was there to encourage them and all, how they learned stuff from me
but the truth is..
i was the one who learned a lot from them
it was definitely a privilege for me to serve them and Jerb in E99
laughs
like what Jerb said.. i wont be very far from you guys because we will still be fellowshiping together and all
met my new members on sunday
Jerb called us the chilli padis, small but mighty
believing that even as we start with 13, we will grow to 20, 25, 30.. 40 and many many more !
and i realized there are so many things to do !
the contact list, the CGCs, the different ICs for the different things
okay, i must admit God was indeed very nice to me in the past, i never had to worry about W351 because steph already did everything for me, or E99 either because suting was around
so woah.. really gotta learn and step out !
greater capacity and wisdom. ((:
okay. so the other day i was just worshiping and doing my quiet time
and i was like.. God, i need a new word/confirmation from you
if you have been following my blog for some time, you would have read this entry called the Mary's miracle
about how God spoke to me about not giving up despite the many valleys i have to go through and maybe, i lost the miracle, but like how Mary found Jesus after losing him in the temple, i will find mine again
and about how God spoke to me regarding my call through Genesis
how He will never leave me until He had finished what He had called me to do
those were awesome and it was because of them that i kept on going
but i wanted more.. i wanted something new
so i told God that i want fresh revelation from Him
and He...
kept quiet.
haha
so anyhow, i finished doing my QT and went to bed.
the next day, i slept over at dear's house (peektures later!)
and i was just reading my bible on her bed the following morning
when a small still voice spoke and said..
din i just spoke to you and it came back to me
of how He was there the other night when i was doing my QT and HE gave this verse to me
1 Corinthians 2:9
But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”how can i even forget that ?!
i even blogged about it !
but nonetheless, the presence of God came and it was so strong
so my point is..
God is so so so so real
and He knows exactly what im going through, or rather.. when i need that spiritual booster
just the other day,
we had our Skin prayer meeting at Lillian's house
and it was awesome
as there werent many people, Lillian laid hands on each and single one of us and spoke a word into our life
and my oh my, i tell you
the word is so timely
and iris who was sitting next to me said the presence of God was so strong when lillian laid hands on me that she herself was trembling
so really..
i strongly believe that God knows EVERYTHNG that we are going through
and many a time, if only you would choose to spend time with Him or listen to Him
He will really bring a word of encouragement or what i mentioned, a spiritual booster to you at the right time.
(:
okay. peektures !
dear and uncle Jon !!
met up Jon for breakfast before heading to WH to help sort out the different goods
me and A bear !! teehee
project V.A ! cant wait for it to be shown during Bling !
some pics during work..
the two of them decided it will be REALLLLLY fun to scare me while i was on the phone in the store room
okay. i really got a shock
but its..
ARG !!!
haha.
i just received the steamboat peektures from Shin
will post it up on my next post
okay, back to the battlefields..
looking forward to this sat's first CG
it actually feels weird going back having CG on sat
but really..
I CANT WAIT !!!!!!
| s a n d y wrote this down @ 23:58|
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