Tuesday, July 12, 2005

-God's grace-

God's grace

One morning, while I was sitting down looking at the sunrise, God came down and spoke to me.
He asked,
Do you love me?
I answered almost without thinking, Of course.

Do you really love me?
Yes, I do my Lord.

If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?
I was perplexed, I replied
It would be tough, but I will still love you.

If you were blind, would you still love me?
After a moment, I replied
It would be just as hard, but I will still love you.

Then,
Why do you sin?

Why do you seek me only when you need me?
Why do you strain the furthest from me when everything is good, and pray the hardest only when you're in trouble?

Why are you ashamed of me?
Why aren't you spreading the Good News?

I tried to answer, but I had no answers to it.
Tears just kept flowing.

I felt so ashamed.

Then I asked,
Why did you forgive me time and again? I'm not worthy of your love.

Then,
God stretched out his nail-stained hands,

Look, this is how much I love you, my child.
I will catch you when you fall.
I will carry you when you're down.

I will never abandon you.
I will stay with you till the end of the earth, the end of time.

I fall to God's knees.
And, tears just kept rolling down.
Forgive me, Lord.
Forgive me.

ive no idea what's happening.

This whirl of fantasy; a sense of delightfulness I could not conceal. I laugh myself to sleep, only to see the soaked stains of my tears in the morning. ironic isnt it? there's so much more to the smile that's on the face. u will never know what's underneath.

y did You do all that for me? Psalm 56 : 8 You're with me through it all. You kept my tears in Your little bottles.. nothing i say can express my love for You. You expressed Yours by giving me Your only Son. and i will by doing Your will and loving You back with all my heart, my might and my strength..

my beloved king. to You i sing


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 00:18|

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