Sunday, July 24, 2005

-living in His arms-

potential.

dreams.

visions.

had cell group and the presence was indescribable. kinda feeling down and out bout children church. like God had called me to this ministry yet im not really making a HUGE impact in their lives. so was really burdened bout it. but ytd's cell changed me totally. as i lingered in His presence, i felt god saying that hey. sandy. every little word or action that u said or do is like a seed. that will grow in the children's heart. that though nothing seems to be happening now. it will bear fruits one day. like a tree, you need to water it daily and take care of it.

what does watering it daily means? it means me. sandy wong. making a effort to pray for each and every kid. making sure that i cover them with my prayers and love. not once a month. not when i feel like it. but everyday. every single day. showing them the love and care they need.

cling on to his promises. and with that, my dreams r once again revived. my dream of being a children church pastor someday. my dream of bringing love, joy and peace to as many children as im able to. i want to maximise my potential.

and not just operate at half of what im capable or designed to do. i too wanta sing for the lord. and through my singing. i will bring the love of god to others. nothing is impossible with god. nothing = nothing.

but saying is nothing. i have to make a decision to step out of my comfort zones. and stretch myself. and do everything to the best i know how. because in the end, when everything becomes void and useless. it just boils down to one thing.

and that is im performing for only one person. and thats god. im doing everything for him.

use me, lord. use my hands. use my mouth. use me. =) i yearn for so much more of you.

the blood of One has paid the price for all


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 19:10|

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