Saturday, January 28, 2006

-CHINESE new yr.-

going back to malacca.
and it kinda freaks me so

anyways. i had a dream !! one that's super real and woah
actual tears were running down my face

it was about me murdering someone and i was being hauled to jail
and during a event or sth, they let me out cause of insufficient evidence
and there i met my friends, family and even strangers
they were talking about how good i am to them and how ive impacted their lives and all

and it was really amazing
twice the tears came
one is because of some friends whom i dearly loved - they dont believe me
second is when strangers talk about how good i was to them - they trust me

is that how Jesus felt when He was being crucified?
the one he love and trust the most, betrayed him
roman soldiers mocked him
strangers laughing and pin-pointing him

i dont know how it really feels like
but im sure it dosent feel good

and so. why should we even break his heart now ?


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 10:01|

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