Thursday, April 20, 2006
-pleased.-
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
im very proud of myself. why ?
because i know how to change the entries time alr. there's no way that i would blog at 9 in the morning. lol. so here goes.
to you : im glad you're over it. he's TOTALLY not worth it. silly, you have us to cry, rant or just scream it all out. you dont need him at our ban mian sessions, or our mac chill-out, or even our valentine's day celebrations. BABE, WE'LL STAND BY YOU. =)) you've got SIX pretty ladies standing by you (ruth, candy, phebs, jing, shi hui and me) standing by you. chin up, my little soldier. loves many many
to you : look, you've already got what you wanted. so back off, dont come up to her and say stupid stuff like take care or "oh, i dont know why you're so sad. cheer up ! " you clearly know the reason why, so yes, just leave.
to you : get a new pair of spects. are you tired of being alone ? or you're just TOUCHED by whatever she did ? its not love, my dear. its just pity. dont sink in too deep. nobody can pull both YOU and HER out of it.
on a lighter note,
thanks for making an effort ! ____ (inserts name), you're amazing ! laughs. =))
to you : thanks for calling me up and chatting. april 17th, loved. you silly snail, my parallel lines kaki, my ranting mate. you know i love you more than bug yee loves fist in chinese. =X many many many many more april 17ths to come !! =))
and to everyone : the previous entry was written because i miss my gram. lol. she passed away like six years ago. but yeahs, you know who you are. i appreciate it. =)
| s a n d y wrote this down @ 01:40|
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