Tuesday, June 27, 2006

-the song that never ends-

you know how it feels ?
when you have A LOT on your mind but unable to fully express them all into words?
the hurt, the disbelief, the pressure, the stress, the cutting words, the glaring stare, the disappointment..


PM was awesome today. despite all that is happening, despite all that im going through. He still spoke to me.
to run a spiritual race; you need spiritual stamina

did my QT till late late late ytd.

himme
im so tired, why dont you care?
no answer.
can you tell that im about to give up already? are you going to help me this time ?
no answer
God, im really tired. why arent you helping me?
because you never tell me. and now that you do, im going to help.



everything just sort of link together.
the glory of young men is their strength and i was given that word. spiritual stamina.
and someone was telling me. (thanks babe!)
you know why you are tired? thats because you are not relying on Him. what He has called for, He will provide.






i wish i can be the one you turn to
i wish you will grow stronger because of me
i wish i can impact your life
i wish i can be how they are like to you
i wish i can act normal around you
i wish i am her
i wish ive got more things to tell you
i wish you would share with me
i wish i can make you laugh
i wish you will let me share your burdens

i wish you had given me a chance




okay. ive got a lot more to say. but like what i said at the beginning, i dont really know how to convey what i want to say here.

beyond the label, beyond the name, beyond everything.


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 23:49|

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