Tuesday, February 20, 2007

-HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR-

me and bug yee


glorious food..


oh, that's just a very full me (:

and so it was off to malaysia to visit grams after our reunion dinner
and because mom and dad were just too lazy to cook
we decided to head down to seoul garden @ AMK to settle our dinner








it was fun.
because
we were the only chinese there
and bug yee had like 3 plates of prawns. *tsk


trip to malaysia was
bah.

the silence within is too much for me to bear


went visiting the next day
and gee.
the red packets are allllll in ringgits.
however, saw jit jie and family
and he got a tattoo !
laughs.
should have taken a picture with him


and then we had to send grams back to the nursing home
it was difficult.
she was silent throughout the trip to the home
and when we were about to leave
she broke down and cried

as much as we tried our best to make her two days outside of the home as enjoyable as possible
the idea of going back to the four walls
to where all the old people are (sad but true) waiting for their deaths
to where her family members are not by her side
is probably too much for her to bear


my own tears were threatening to fall as well
but deep down, i know.
this is the best for her
this is where she will get the utmost care
"popo, li ai shio xin hor,
wo men hui lai kan ni de"
"popo, byebye"


and i saw her waving to me with tears in her eyes.



i miss you.


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 01:11|

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