Friday, September 12, 2008

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okay. so i haven blogged for about 1 month
but nonetheless,
it was a chop-chop month for me
time passes real fast when you are busy with stuff everyday
from work to different outreaches to the many farewells to the boys turning into men
teehee

anyhow..
sunday was spent with the clique at timbre to send mr lucas chia off to being a police ! how blessed is that man.















shing.. you gotta be careful. look at how david is staring at jiahao !





and like what shing said..
you can calllllll lucas at 9XXXXXX5 (i'll be nice and give you 1 extra digit)

okay. pictures aside.

you know..
i was just listening to an old song which my friend sent to me some time back.
i didnt really took notice of the lyrics till today

it says..
Oh Lord You've searched me,
You know my way

sounds simple right?

but it's so true.
search my heart, God

i check up the meaning of search
and it says
"to look at or beneath the superficial aspects of to discover a motive, reaction, feeling, basic truth"

i really feel that in whatever that we do, we ought to have the right motive/attitude.
maybe it was today's conversation with Jon and Iris that made me a little heavy hearted in a good way
we talked about expectation management, right motivation and more
and i pray that i will have the right attitude and motivation for everything that i do
you know how sometimes you start to get into a routine and it becomes like a chore rather than joy because things are not happening the way you want them to?
and you start doing things because you have to, not because you want/love to?

then you gotta start going back to your first love,
the ultimate reason why we doing all these.
not for own glory, not for fame nor status.
but just to please the heart of the only One who matters.


so come..
search my heart
and make me strong

and one day,
i will stand before the Lord
and know i had done my best.


| s a n d y wrote this down @ 00:28|

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